Shit Storm Galore

I've been busy as of late and god damn am I tired. Still in the process of getting my things situated in the apartment, behind on writing and found out yesterday that my position at my nine to five was eliminated. Am I out of a job? Yes and no. I will be offered a new position at a lower pay rate, but the company will pay me the difference at the beginning of each quarter for the rest of the fiscal year. 

So I have a decision to make. I can either take the new position and new lower pay (which I don't know yet how much lower it'll be) or take six weeks of severence pay and try to find a new job in the shitty economy. Fun times. I have no idea what I'm going to do yet, I have some time before I have to give my employer my decision. On top of all that, I found out there was a death in the family. Funeral will be this coming Saturday I believe.

I've always been a firm believer of things happening for a reason. I just wish I had the wisdom to make reason of that reason. I always seem to land on my feet, so perhaps I should trust in that. However, it can be pretty difficult to put your trust in a cliche. Just to clarify the death in the family isn't someone I am particularly close to, but it's just a full on shit storm right now.

Not everything in my life is a mess right now, there are some good things going on. The stress level is very high though.

I took this picture one day as a joke of sorts. Heh, not so funny now, is it Tsuei?